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WHY DID I MOVE TO FLORIDA??????

This is the question I'm gettin over and over
In e-mails,and phone calls,,,,,,,
I wish there was one good,straight forward answer
To that one,,
I can tell you WHY I THOUGHT I Was moving down here....
Let me start by saying that I knew It was'nt
Going to be like It was when I was here on vacation,
I also knew I was going to miss all of you,alot
And anyone who has known me for a long time knows
That I,in the past,have just "up and moved"
On a whim,so to a few of ya,this was'nt that weird.
So WHY??
Well,I guess I thought I was going to start a new
Life with someone,and to be fair,I probably
Fucked that up????
I guess I thought I would be hangin with friends
That I have down here,goin' out to cool clubs,
Fishin' and havin killer bbq's....
Work was'nt really a thought because I can get a
Job anywhere,(I got skilzzzz)
I thought that I'd still have folks from NY e-mail'n
Me and keepin in touch,,
In all honesty,I'm not really sure what I thought,
I just knew I had nothing to hold me there,
As most of you know my mom passed away in march,
And the only true blood family I have is my beutiful
Daughter ALICIA,But I hav'nt seen her in 13 years!!
Thats a long,un-nice story that I wont get into,
But again,those of you that have known me for ever
Know the details....
But I hope that ALICIA knows how much I DO LOVE HER,,
I don't want to sit here and sound sappy,thats not
THE FUSC,I guess I'm venting or something!!
Who knows anymore,
Do I think about packing up and coming back??
Oh hell ya,especially on a friday or saturday night,
When I'm sittin on my front porch,alone,drinkin
BUDWEISERS,knowin that if I was up there I would
Be goin out to see a killer band,and hangin with
People who know me,people I know,rock'n out at a
LOOSELY show,or SUPERDRIVE,or watchin E.P.D.scare
The hell out of some upitty bar owner,those are
The things that I think about when I'm sittin alone,
At night,,,,
The thing is this,,
To be realistic,there isnt anything there to shoot
For,un-less I want to work at corning,or anchor or
wallmart,don't get me wrong,I'm not puttin anyone
Down,they are good jobs,probably,just not for me..
It's a tough choice to stay here,it's tough to
Think about leavin,too..
I mean,the ocean IS only 5 minutes away,sure beats
The HELL outa seneca lake,and come winter,the weather
Goes down to a brisk 70 degrees....
The question is simple I guess,
Stay here in nice weather and surounding's,
Practically alone,OR,come back to plight,bad weather,
No jobs,scrape to get by,BUT,SEE MY FRIENDS EVERY DAY?
I will ponder this every moment of the day,
Cause I'm not sure what to do,and when your alone,
The answers dont come so quick......
THATS WHAT FUSCO,,,,,,IS THINKIN.........

WHY DID I MOVE TO FLORIDA??????
This is the question I'm gettin over and over In e-mails,and phone calls,,,,,,, I wish there was one good,straight forward answer To that one,, I can tell you WHY I THOUGHT I Was moving down here.... Let me start by saying that I knew It was'nt Going to be like It was when I was here on vacation, I also knew I was going to miss all of you,alot And anyone who has known me for a long time knows That I,in the past,have just "up and moved" On a whim,so to a few of ya,this was'nt that weird. So WHY?? Well,I guess I thought I was going to start a new Life with someone,and to be fair,I probably Fucked that up???? I guess I thought I would be hangin with friends That I have down here,goin' out to cool clubs, Fishin' and havin killer bbq's.... Work was'nt really a thought because I can get a Job anywhere,(I got skilzzzz) I thought that I'd still have folks from NY e-mail'n Me and keepin in touch,, In all honesty,I'm not really sure what I thought, I just knew I had nothing to hold me there, As most of you know my mom passed away in march, And the only true blood family I have is my beutiful Daughter ALICIA,But I hav'nt seen her in 13 years!! Thats a long,un-nice story that I wont get into, But again,those of you that have known me for ever Know the details.... But I hope that ALICIA knows how much I DO LOVE HER,, I don't want to sit here and sound sappy,thats not THE FUSC,I guess I'm venting or something!! Who knows anymore, Do I think about packing up and coming back?? Oh hell ya,especially on a friday or saturday night, When I'm sittin on my front porch,alone,drinkin BUDWEISERS,knowin that if I was up there I would Be goin out to see a killer band,and hangin with People who know me,people I know,rock'n out at a LOOSELY show,or SUPERDRIVE,or watchin E.P.D.scare The hell out of some upitty bar owner,those are The things that I think about when I'm sittin alone, At night,,,, The thing is this,, To be realistic,there isnt anything there to shoot For,un-less I want to work at corning,or anchor or wallmart,don't get me wrong,I'm not puttin anyone Down,they are good jobs,probably,just not for me.. It's a tough choice to stay here,it's tough to Think about leavin,too.. I mean,the ocean IS only 5 minutes away,sure beats The HELL outa seneca lake,and come winter,the weather Goes down to a brisk 70 degrees.... The question is simple I guess, Stay here in nice weather and surounding's, Practically alone,OR,come back to plight,bad weather, No jobs,scrape to get by,BUT,SEE MY FRIENDS EVERY DAY? I will ponder this every moment of the day, Cause I'm not sure what to do,and when your alone, The answers dont come so quick...... THATS WHAT FUSCO,,,,,,IS THINKIN.........

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